Let’s face it, I’m not the same person I was a year ago. To be honest, nobody is, and if someone tells you they are, they are lying.
I’m not even the same girl who posted the vlog saying she was used to missing her husband. I was naive, more so then than I am now. When I posted that vlog, C had only been deployed a few weeks (maybe 2 months?). Deployment changed me or maybe I should say that those 9 months made me more myself than I have ever been. I don’t know. It’s complicated.